Hehe! this is my FIRST post of the new year!!! hahas:) now, as i look back over the year, i reali see the things dat i haf gone thru... reflections of the past year always seem so much more 'deep' when the new year comes n the old year jus fades away into the distance... hai! so awn, i m now thinkin back on wat i think has been a reali tough n tiring but FUN yr! :p

2005: i feel dat it was a v meaning ful yr to me in more ways than one... firstly, this was my first yr in sec sch n it reali took me quite a while to adjust to the hectic worklife style of RI! hahas:) once, i was shifted to the RI mentality, it was pretty much oki:) sch wil always give you the stress dat is absent in other places but sometimes you jus have to be grateful for a sch dat poorer children all over e world are lacking... we are soo blessed! Yupp! anw, being a monitor was hard but enjoyable! sometimes i jus feel lyk sayin : alrite, im done! i jus wanna give up on the task at hand but i noe dat doin dat would be impossible... it has its plus points too rite so why not jus go on with it n hope for teh fun org time to come once again? hahas:) this year in sec sch has also changed my mentality of sec sch alot! reali used to think long ago dat it was jus lyk pri sch but wif more subjects... ive come to realsie dat it is reali a more challenging mountain in my life! i reali thank God for helpg me pull thru this tough yr! now i look forward to a whole new yr in sec sch n i hope it wil reai be a fruitful yr both for studies n for GOD! :)

2005 has also been the yr dat God reali seemed so close to me... i feel dat God reali is challenging me to reali start outreaching to the pple in my sch... i rem the 'key' so i mus try to put my all into it nxt yr! i haf reali been able to sense God this yr and feel dat he is more real although sometimes in the yr my QT jus stayed stagnant... i thank God for pullin me thru these tough times:) i noe now dat god is always there no mattar wat i do or go thru! also, i thank God for saving huiyao!!!!

in church, 2005 has also been a gd yr! the min exploded this yr and i think it reali was a miracle dat sooo many pple got saved esp at e nite of fire! LGs exploded resultin in the splittin of LG... B.R.E.A.D (my new LG) is great! *flashback to post a few months ago when i was havin my first LG mtg wif B.R.E.A.D* so much has gone by now, n i can feel more n more of a bond within this LG!lots of things have also gone on in church n i thank God for such great pple!!!

hai... so now as i look forward into 2006, i hope dat it wil be a whole new Good year for me in studies n in spritual growth! lookg forward to a new year ahead wif 2K, RIPB and most of all B.R.E.A.D!!! happy new yr! wishin all who read this post a blessed new yr n a good new year ahead! :)

the waterfall neva stops --- like God's everlastin' luv:)
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